Yvanne Evangelista. y-vanne ē-van adjective 1.unwilling to work or use energy. synonyms: idle, indolent, slothful, work-shy, shiftless, inactive, underactive, sluggish, lethargic.
seventeen. Las Pinas City. Nursing Student. Model. Artista in the making ;)
I don’t really want to push people away and be mean to guys. But I’ve learned my lesson. It’s better to be the one leaving people instead of being the one who’s always left hanging. It’s easier to be cold than to open up myself to everyone. I don’t want my life to be such an open book anymore. Those guys can judge me all they want but they don’t know nothing bout me.
Sometimes, loving someone is like reading a book. From the very start of it you know it will end. Though you don’t want to accept that fact, it will still happen. You just choose to be lost with all the romance and cheesy parts of it. You get so lost with the story that all of a sudden you realized you’re starting to get closer to reaching the back cover of the book. You know it will end soon, you can feel the story will end. But you can’t stop yourself from reading it, you have no control because that story will have its ending no matter what. After every page of reading happily, sadness will consume you little by little. Then after reading the last sentence, it would just hit you that you have reached its dead end. And there’s nothing you can do about it but learn from the lessons from it and continue your own story.
Productive day! After classes I went to an audition. It went great! I spent all my money on food, I almost didn’t have spare money for my transpo to go home. But good thing there’s still a little change left, so I took the bus instead of the vans. On the way home, I met this dude who does photography for high fashion designer’s clothes. What a coincidence haha. He offered me his business card so I’m expecting I would have projects real soon. You won’t really know when an opportunity will knock on your door. Then when I got to my village, I passed by some of my friends hanging out. I decided to go with them, we drank a little then went home. Surprisingly its a happy monday!
Quizzes, projects, practices & auditions tomorrow. Augh. Somebody please kidnap me.